Sometimes in life we are trapped in situations that we think
we cannot get out of, we blame life for not treating us good, we blame God for
not being there to answer our prayers. I have been in situations whereby I felt
God didn’t exist, whereby I felt all alone and started to feel like the is no
place for me in this world and feeling like I should go to Johannesburg family
exchange and ask for another family because of I couldn’t keep up with the
problems that my family was having I felt it was too much for me to handle..
When friends where no longer there I felt all alone because
the where the ones whom I always confide to only to find out they used me to
make a conversation about me when they are with their families and their other
friends. People laughed and what I was going through at the time and as much as
it hurt, I learned to accept that there is no human being who can be trusted
with secrets.
I learned that
friends will only pretend to love you when you have problems so that they can
make themselves look and feel better than you. I started to put all that
troubles me to the one who will never talk behind my back, God Almighty, I laid
my troubles on his shoulders and he helped me to carry them. We started to have
great a father- daughter relationship he loves me unconditionally and he
accepted me with all that was filthy that I came with.
I hate to be selfish
and I know I was not the only one who was going through hell and some still go
through that and all I can say to you is that let go of everything that is
hurting you and that troubles you and let God deal with them. He knows you
better than you know yourself, he knows your destiny and you must learn to know
that troubles are there to bring you closer to God.
Whenever you feel that you want to confide in anyone go down
with your knees and tell him what’s bothering you, He won’t
let you down. God loves you so much and will always be there for you.
By REGOMODITSWE MOTSALANE.
POSTED BY TEBOHO MASAKALA
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